it feels so good to be back in my own room. and can sleep in my own bed. and have my own monitor back. nothing's like your own. the only thing is it feels a bit creepy to know that i'm the only person in the house tonight. usman is back, the others will all be back tomorrow. then i won't be as lonely anymore. i hope reem is coming back, i don't really look forward to losing a really nice roommate. diah helped me move this afternoon, and after that she was actually willing to take me practise driving. i was really nervous, and thankful that it was diah who was instructing me. if it had been shakir, i'm sure i would have crashed into something. i wouldn't even go on curtis or college ave, that was how scared and unconfident i was.