The mundanity of life presently is suffocating me.
I wish I can be more conscious in seeking the pleasure of God. I used to be, I think. I used to go through each day consciously thinking of my actions and words, seeking ways that would put me in God's good book. Somewhere along the way, I lost it. Now, here, currently, I don't do it all that much anymore. Everything's all about me, me, me. It shouldn't be that way especially since in Islam you should put other people's needs before your own. I hope with Ramadhan coming, I can change for the better. I used to look forward to Ramadhan, but I've lost my sense of anticipation. It should be an exciting and rewarding month, so I'll work hard to make sure this year it is so. For me, at least.