someone upset me and i ordered a twenty-dollar dinner. this is so wrong. if this is how i'm going to indulge myself everytime someone puts me in a foul mood, i'll be broke in less than a month. i've decided to go home this summer. but it's nothing definite yet. i feel guilty for not wanting to go home, but i don't want to go home if it's more beneficial for me to stay here. i'm confused.