i feel horrible and i feel like an idiot. not that i ever feel any different, but when you have the evidence on tape, it just makes it worse. seriously, i hate talking in front of, and for the, unknown. i can talk all i want, about everything that is necessary (although sometimes it still is difficult) to people i know. but in front of strangers, i become tounge-tied. stumble on the words, screw up the grammar.