i had a really good time. went out with anand and zamir to dinner then movie, and i had a really good time. it's been months since we last saw each other. there's a basketball court right across the street behind this muslim unit. one of the reasons i wanted to live here so much was so that i could go there whenever i want, so that i wouldn't have an excuse not to work out my limbs. unfortunately, things didn't quite work out the way i pictured they would. never once have i stepped inside the court. oh, i have passed by it a few times, but never really bothered to go out buy a ball and throw some shots. however, i have decided that some things need changing. heh, me and my resolutions. i need to be in a good shape by summer time. got some fat to shed off. some muscles to build up. i'm beginning to think that i'm a pathetic case, trying to be someone i'm not and feeling like i need to prove myself to people when i really don't.