i had a really bad dream this morning. i dreamt that i got told off by dato' syed ghazali (the ambassador) for not doing well in school and for spending too much time on the icc projects. scared me out of sleep, it did. it's true, i haven't been doing well in school, but i wouldn't attribute it to my involvement with msat and icc as much as i would to my own procrastination and stupidity. the dream really freaked me out.
so far, i've been keeping up with this semester's work. but past the halfway point is the real crucial time. that's when all the work start to come in loads. i'm trying really hard, but i don't know what will happen in the end. my usual problem is with papers. i hate writing papers, but with ir as my major, that's mostly what the classes are all about. the ironies of life.