i don't know why i have this love-hate relationship with my siblings. we don't squable as often now as when we were little, but it still happens sometimes. my sister just told on me, and i don't particularly like her right now. but we still do favours for each other, most of the times just offering to do them without the other having to ask. it doesn't make any sense. i get extremely jealous of my youngest sister also, and she's only 6 years old. and i get extremely exasperated with my brother whenever i think he does immature things, although he's only 2 years younger than me. more often than not though, i realize that it is usually me who act unreasonably. i can get extremely bossy sometimes, and not caring if what i say hurt someone's feelings. i hate it when that happens, make me wish i can undo everything. but i can't, and it's all part of growing up. i guess i'm still in that stage where all that i-know-more-than-everybody-and-i-know-what's-best-and-i'm-always-right bullshit rules. i know, i deserve a good knocking on the head, but it seems that other people think i'm too old for it. it doesn't matter how old you are, your elders are always older than you, and that seems to be one thing a lot of people tend to forget.
i miss my cellphone at home. my panasonic gd55, so small and it's about the cutest thing you can get for yourself :(