that one time last year when i passed out at the health services, they gave me a shot of epinephrine. i woke up shaking and crying uncontrollably from the adrenaline. i remember janet mozes, one of the nurses, was by my side. the whole time, she was stroking my hair and wiping my tears trying to calm me down. my whole life, i can only remember two persons who have ever done that - the nurse and azie, my best friend for the short time we were in the matriculation program at kolej teras timur. i'm sure my mom has done the same thing lots of times when i was small, but i must have been really young, since i have no recollection of the memory.