i found the following here
.she says...
the feeling
of wanting
to be special
for someone
but not just
anyone is
consuming
overwhelming
agonizing
and it is
gradually
unquestionably
decisively
tearing her
a p a r t
.her response...
the feeling
of knowing
you are special
for everyone
and not just
someone is
consuming
overwhelming
inspiring
and it is
totally
unquestionably
decisively
nothing but
a r t
.final word...
and yet
shed turn
her back
and run from
everyone
just to be
that one
single
special
someone
to someone
special
a g a i n