amir reminded me again of my meanness today. it's not easy i guess to get it out of my system. everytime someone made mention of it, i made a mental note to myself to change. but after a while, it just kinda slipped my mind. and i began to behave the same way again. i'm sorry. today seems doomed to be a day of apologizing. things i say or do might appear to be mean, but honest to god, it is never my intention to hurt people.
a few funny and good events happened today.