there are a lot of things that usman said that i don't necessarily agree with. but there was one occasion when he said something i think is really true - that love doesn't just happen; it develops from an attraction that you act on. i don't believe in head over heels kind of love. i don't believe in love at first sight. i believe that love is a feeling we nurture and nourish, hopefully lillahi Ta'ala. but attraction, is a different matter entirely. sometimes we just feel it flickers, sometimes it's much stronger. if we pursue it, that's when we develop it into the so-called love. if we ignore it, it's just another crush. i really don't know where to go with this, it's just been consistently on my mind lately. let's hope writing it down will put it at rest ;)
we talked about dr. m in class today. that was kinda interesting. next class there'll be more about malaysia to talk about. i kinda look forward to that.